So, today is yet another day I had to give in to fear and depression. I have already lived my worst nightmare, twice. But now I worry so much for our family in blue. Why must these attacks on police continue? Why is there so much evil? Where is God’s protection during these hard times?

I know the Almighty is there. I do have problems comprehending the why. Why did my husband have to die? Did his life matter any less? He meant the world to our children and myself. I pray he knew that. I pray for God’s protection over all the LEOs, worldwide. Please stay safe out there, my friends. No one ever knows what today or tomorrow will bring.